Why I hate people and don't leave the house.

On the DirecTV Board:

ME: ok seriously when are we getting the Disney Jr channel!
Like 3 people like this.
Michael Rubin: They're not getting it

Me: but they need to

Michael Rubin: They don't NEED to. You WANT them too. Stop being so self-entitled.

Me: Dude I don't know you so you NEED back off. I don't need cable but if they want my business they will get it or I will go else where. I'm not sure how any of this is your problem or issue it was not a personal affront to you so thanks for playing.

Michael Rubin: You made it my business when you posted it publicly. So tired of you parents who can't handle the idea of raising your children without one single channel. It's sickening.


ME: You had no reason to attack me personally. I didn't attack you personally. I'm tired of pompous people who have no idea about me or anyone else being rude for no reason. Don't comment on my parenting style or me. You don't know anything about me. I didn't call you a fat know it all new yorker now did I.


And then I deleted it because I'm better than that and I don't have the time for random butthead.

Going Back

I have an interview tomorrow. On top of not being nervous because I have been on one interview in the past 7 years, I am not even sure I want to go back to work. I like working and I love doing graphic arts but I'm just not sure I can leave that cute little baby girl. Extra money coming in would alleviate a lot of problems and I know that I have been fortunate because I have been able to stay home with her for almost 3 years. But the thought of leaving her just seems so scary, even when I am leaving her with someone I know and trust. I think of all the things I'll miss and how little time I will have with her and it makes me cry. I keep telling myself to just go on the interview and see what happens but a little part of me just wants to run and hide and not even try. These people just need to let me work from home and then everything would be great!